Gethsemane

The suffering that the Savior endured in the garden of Gethsemane is beyond my comprehension.  I can fully understand the anguish that he felt, having felt pain myself, however the extent of his pain is more than I can understand.  My heart is heavy as I have studied and read about the pains that he felt that evening in the garden. Here is a little of what the Savior experienced:

Suffered pain and affliction and temptations of every kind.

Took upon him death

As he entered the garden, he began to be sorrowful and very heavy

he said "my sold is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death"

he fell on his face (sign of his physical body being weak?)

stated "O my father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done."

he is at hand that doth betray me

began to be sore amazed and be very heavy

prayed that "if it were possible, the hour might pass from him"

being in agony

his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground

suffered temptations, pain of body, hunger, thirst, and fatigue even more than man can suffer, except it be death

blood from every pore

so great shall be this anguish

and he will take upon him pains, sicknesses and infirmities of his people

suffering that caused him and God the greatest pain of all

tremble with pain, bled from every pore, suffered both body and spirit.

The Garden of Gethsemane was a grove of olive trees where the Savior frequently visited. In ancient times an offering would be given to the Lord by sacrificing their male sheep or other animal.  The Savior's sacrifice in the garden seems symbolic of this covenant.  He gave himself as a sacrifice on my behalf, to the father.  Olives are also used for oil, and once they are pressed, the liquid that first excretes from them is red in color.  This is also representative of the blood that the Savior bled from every pore that night. 

It seems that the Savior brought with him a couple of his apostles for support.  I can imagine that the Savior felt human emotions such as fear, nervousness, and worry as he knew what was waiting before him.  After he left his disciples, he went further into the garden and then returned to see his disciples sleeping. The Savior makes the statement that "the spirit is strong but the flesh is weak."  This is a good example that we must be willing to overcome our flesh and the worldly temptations that are presented to us that will entice our body. The reminder that the spirit can overcome through it's strength gives hope to know that we can overcome temptations that try to overtake our body.

After studying about the suffering that the Savior experienced in the Garden of Gethsemane it has made me realize that I must be willing to fulfill whatever the Lord's plan is for me regardless of how taxing it is mentally, emotionally, or physically. I also gained a deeper respect for what the Savior suffered and I understand more fully how wonderful the gift of repentance is. The Savior asked the father "if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done."  Not only does this show that the Savior was willing to fulfill his purpose, to me it also shows that the Savior was asking the Father if there was another way.  The father could not intervene, but he could also not bare to see his son suffering so he sent an angel to comfort him for a time. With time the angel had to depart as well, leaving the Savior alone to suffer this unbelievable anguish and pain.  I am forever indebted to my Savior for his sacrifice.  I am eternally grateful that because of him, I have been granted the opportunity to be forgiven.  He bled and suffered for sins that I have done as well as those that I have yet to commit.  That is extremely humbling and knowing what he suffered, makes me never want to do wrong again.  I am committed to following his example, and I know that my obedience to him can be a small repayment for his sacrifice. I know that he suffered extreme pain beyond anything that I can ever understand for each of his children. He loves us! He knows us! and He wants us to partake of the gift that he has given.

What reason is given for why the woman anointed the Savior with “very precious” (costly) ointment? What does Mark 14:8 imply that she understood? (see also Mark 9:31–32).

• What reason is given for why the woman anointed the Savior with “very precious” (costly) ointment? What does Mark 14:8 imply that she understood? (see also Mark 9:31–32). The ointment that the woman used was commonly used to prepare a body after death.  The woman understood that the Savior's days were limited and that soon he would no longer be living.

• Why did some of the disciples feel indignant and call her action a “waste”? Some of the disciples felt that because the ointment was so costly, it could have been used to help the poor.  The ointment was equal to a years salary and I'm sure that the apostles viewed this act as a waste knowing that he Savior cared very little about money or worldly goods. 

• The Savior said that the woman had “wrought a good work” and that wherever the gospel would be preached, the woman’s deed would “be spoken of for a memorial of her” (Mark 14:6, 9). What did the woman do that made it an act worthy of the Savior’s praise and our remembrance? How is the woman an example to you? Write a paragraph describing some ways that you could give the Lord something valuable. (see Matthew 25:40).

             This woman accepted that the Savior was going to die.  She was the first person to              acknowledge that his death was looming. The woman is an example to me because of her generosity. She showed her love and compassion towards the Savior and it was her way of showing how much she cared for the Savior.  As I don't have this same opportunity, I can show the Savior how much I love him through my obedience.  I remember reading a quote somewhere that our agency is the only gift that we can give to the Lord.  It is through making righteous choices that we can show our dedication and deep respect to the Lord.  I can also give the Lord my time.  I think it's so important to manage our time wisely and use it to do better ourselves and those around us.  There are many opportunities to serve our fellow brothers and sisters as well as our families.  To someone else, they may not think of time as a valuable commodity, but since I feel like I'm always limited with time it is valuable to me.  I know that as I use my agency in a righteous way and also give of my time in service, I can show my love and dedication to the Savior.

What am I doing to prepare for the Savior's second coming?

Mark 13 is filled with warnings such as "take heed" and "watch".  I love the warnings that have been left for us in the scriptures.  We know that in the final days, things will become difficult.  If we aren't close to the Lord then it is very possible that we'll become lost. Some of the warnings that are given in Mark are to watch for false christ's that seek to decieve, after tribulations the sun will darken and the moon will be without light, and we must take heed and watch and pray because we don't know the time when the Savior will come again, only he knows. 

How can I prepare to for the second coming? From the assigned scriptures I found that I must stand in holy places.  To me this means to be temple worthy at all times. I must be able to stand in the Lord's house at any time and that means I must be living my covenants. Next, I must live in a way that I can have the holy ghost as a guide and the last thing that I want to list is to be faithful, prayerful and prepared just as the virgins with oil in their lamps were. Five of the virgins represented what is required in order to be prepared to meet the Savior.  The five wise virgins were: " christ like, repentant and forgiving, partook of ordinances and temple work, filled with truth, light and knowledge, and possessed charity and a willingness to serve.  

I love in Mark 13:37 the heed to "Watch"! I know that as I live worthy to my covenants, am humble, charitable, and seek after being christ like I will be able to "watch" and see the signs of the last days. I pray that I can live worthy enough to be reunited with my Savior one day.  I look forward to that joyous reunion and the opportunity that I'll have to thank him for this love and sacrifice. 

I love this picture of the Savior. It reminds me of peace as well as the fact that he is always a watchful keeper of his brothers and sisters.  It is especially comforting to think of the Savior in this light in contrast to his final days of his life. Although we know that his earthly death was part of his mission, it is still difficult to study the cruel manner in which he was treated as well as the betrayal he experienced and the pain that he suffered. As I studied the final days of the Savior, my eyes were welled with tears.  I thought about how I would feel if I knew that it was the final week of my life, as well as knowing the cruel and evil manner that I was to die.  I thought about what I would want to say to my loved ones as well as how I'd want to spend my final days.  The Savior accomplished so much and continued his mission regardless of the doom of death that was looming near.  He continued to teach, serve, and love.  He spent time with those closest to him and didn't miss an opportunity to teach them what he wanted them to know.  Not only were the teaching shared so that his apostles could continue his ministry, but I also saw them as loving advice for their own personal happiness.  

I also reflected on how the Savior reached out for comfort.  He was human.  He experienced the same feelings that I have.  He felt hurt, betrayal, grief, heartache yet he continued on.  He cried out in prayer three times while in the Garden of Gethsemane and an angel was sent to comfort him.  He also prayed for the men that he loved. Studying about the Savior's final days was humbling.  It gives perspective to my life and how I should be living. In reality, the Savior didn't live much differently during the final week then he did over his years on the earth.  I know that I too need to live each day in service, teaching, and loving my brothers and sisters.  I should be working toward overcoming my short comings constantly, so that I can live a higher calling in life. I know my Savior lives!  I know that he fulfilled his mission while here on earth and that he continues to fulfill his purpose in heaven.  I know that as I mold my life after his, I can reach greater heights, will be used to build his kingdom and will have a deeper level of happiness. 

Here is an overview of the Savior's final days:

7^th Day-Sabbath

6^th Day Mary anoints the Savior’s feet; and the Chief priests conspire to kill Jesus and Lazarus

5^th Day-Jesus teaches at the temple, enters into Jerusalem on a donkey, Weeps of Jerusalem, and casts money changers out of the temple for a second time.

4^th- He curses the fig tree. At the mount of Olives he teaches his disciples about the destruction of Jerusalem as well as the signs of his second coming, enemies try to trap Jesus in his words. He answers their questions about Roman taxes, marriage and the resurrection and at the temple he notices a widow donating a mite, warns of hypocrisy, gives the parable of the ten virgins, the talents, and the sheep and the goats.

3^rd-Tells his disciples he would be crucified in two day, priests again conspire to kill him, he visits the house of Simon the leper, a woman anoints Jesus in preparation for his death, Judas arranges to betray Jesus to the chief priests.

2^nd day (First day of unleavened bread) The disciples prepare an upper room for the Passover meal, after sundown Jesus has his last supper with his twelve apostles, he announces that one of his disciples will betray him. Judas leaves the room.  Jesus instituted the sacrament

At 9:00 pm Jesus washes the feet of the Apostles and the disciples pledge their loyalty to him.  Teaches his disciples to love one another, testifies of his divinity and teaches of the comforter, teaches his disciples of true vine, love, opposition, and his imminent death, and offers a prayer praying to the father for his apostles and all who believe in him through them. Jesus and his disciples leave for the Mount of Olives then he and his disciples arrived at the Garden of Gethsemane.

At Midnight: Jesus took Peter, James and John into the garden, Jesus prays and an angel comforts him. Jesus found the three asleep and prays for a second time. He bleeds from every pore; the three continue to sleep; he prayed a third time and wakes his disciples. Judas betrays Jesus.

3am-Peter tries to stop the arrest of Jesus. Jesus heals the ear of the high priest’s servant. He is arrested and the disciples flee.

6am-Caiaphas questions Jesus; an officer strikes Jesus in the face.

Members of the ruling council question him, mock, spit and beat Jesus.

Three times Peter denies knowing Jesus

At sunrise Jesus is questioned by the whole ruling council.

9am:

Judas hangs himself, Jesus declares that he is the Son of God and is condemned to death. Jesus is led to the Roman hall of judgment, Pilate questions Jesus and finds no fault in him, and Pilate sends Jesus to King Herod Antipas, Herod questions and mocks Jesus and is sent back to Pilate. Pilate offers to release Jesus but the people say to crucify him. Jesus was whipped, had a crown of thorns placed on his head, was clothed in a purple robe, and was beaten by Roman soldiers. Pilate sought again to release Jesus, but the people wanted him crucified. Jesus was led to Golgotha and was nailed to the cross. Soldiers cast lots for his clothes.

Noon- Jesus was mocked as he hung on the cross.

3:00pm Darkness covers the land for three hours, Jesus is offered vinegar to drink, Jesus speaks his last words and dies. There’s an earthquake and the veil of the temple was torn in half.

6:00pm- A roman soldier pierces Jesus’s side with a spear. Great storms and earthquakes cause destruction in America.

Jewish Sabbath-Chief priests and Pharisees seal the tomb and assign guards to watch it. While his body lay in the tomb, Jesus visits the righteous in the spirit world.

First day of resurrection:

At Jesus’s resurrection the earth shakes and the angels unseal the tomb. Righteous saints in the spirit world are resurrected. Some women including Mary Magdalen find the tomb open, saw the angels, and run to tell the disciples. Peter and John run to the tomb and find it empty. Jesus appears to Mary Magdalene at the tomb. Jesus appears to Peter.  Jesus appeared to other women. They testify to the disciples of his resurrection. Jesus appears to tow disciples on the road to Emmaus. At Jerusalem Jesus appears to a group of disciples; Thomas is not one of them. Eight days later Jesus appears to Thomas and the other Apostles. At the Sea of Galilee Jesus appeared to seven of his disciples. He said to Peter feed my sheep. In Galilee Jesus appears to all 11 disciples. Forty days after his resurrection, Jesus ascends into heaven from the Mount of Olives. Two angels promise that Jesus would return in a like manner. Jesus then visits and teaches the people in America. Jesus visits other lost sheep in the house of Israel.

I got the majority of this information here: https://www.lds.org/bc/content/shared/content/english/pdf/language-materials/09236_eng.pdf?lang=eng This is an excellent, excellent resource!

Matthew 19:16-30

1.       What indications can you find that suggest why the young man decided not to follow the Savior? How does Matthew 6:19-24 help explain his choice? What blessings did the Savior promise to those who make sacrifices to follow him?

The young man felt that he had been faithful and true.  He had kept the commandments for the duration of his life and wanted to know what more he needed to do.  The lord asked him to give up his possessions by selling them and giving the money to the poor.  This young man had many worldly treasures and he didn’t want to let them go in order to follow the Savior. The scriptures say that the boy was sorrowful, and he had obviously been tested where it meant the most.  His weakness was not in trying to keep the commandments; his weakness lied in being too attached to monetary things, and coveting what he had. The Lord makes the statement that it will be difficult for the rich to enter into the kingdom of God. The Savior promised that those that are willing to sacrifice their worldly goods in order to follow him will be given “an hundredfold” and will “inherit everlasting life.”

Based on the Savior’s response to Peter, write a paragraph that could help you put the Lord first in your life.

I think what holds me back from putting the Lord and his work more front and center in my life is time.  I have a hard time giving up my time because I feel like it’s so limited.  I stay very busy with school, home life, kids, calling, and work. By the end of the day I’m tired and when I do have free time I usually want to spend it how I would like to spend it.  That “I” is what can get a person in trouble.  It is when we start thinking about ourselves more than the Lord.  My time is the Lord’s time. He has afforded me this time on the Earth as well as my daily breath.  I should be sure that I’m using the time that he has given me to fulfill his purposes.  Not only is this what the Lord asks, but he also asks it of us because he knows that sacrificing on his behalf is what will bring us the most spiritual growth as well as joy in our life.  I know that I can dedicate more of my time to the Lord’s work and purposes and when I do, I will gain a stronger testimony of knowing that sacrificing can bring a deeper happiness.

2.       Review the parable in Matthew 20: 1-16 and consider what rewards come to those who serve in the Lord’s kingdom. Complete the chart below, filling in the blanks with information you find in Matthew 20

The Hours the laborers were hired: 1 group are the ones that were hired for the day. 2^nd group 6^th hour. 3^rd group 9^th hour. And 4^th group the 11^th hour

How much the man agreed to pay: He agreed to pay one penny for the day

Hours worked: First group all day, the other groups only a portion of the day

How much they were actually paid: They were each paid a penny regardless of the hours they worked.

3.       What do we learn from this parable about serving in the Lord’s kingdom? I take from this parable that we are each on our own levels.  It doesn’t matter if a person joins the church later in life.  He will still have the same opportunity to enter into the kingdom of God. I also think that it shows that no matter what capacity that we serve in the church, it is counted the same. I am able to see this first hand.  Being the primary president, we wouldn’t be able to efficiently run primary without all of the teachers, nursery workers, scouts and achievement day leaders, music people ect.  My job just because I’m the president, is not any more important than the nursery leader.  I would tell someone that felt that it was unfair for each of the laborers to be paid equally that there is a good chance that at one time or another they have fallen behind but that the Lord will be merciful on them. I would also tell them to think about how they would feel if the missed out on an opportunity to serve but were later offered to serve but for a shorter amount of time.  They too would want the same opportunities afforded to the others. Elder Holland gave an amazing talk on this very subject.  He said “Brothers and sisters, there are going to be times in our lives when someone else gets an unexpected blessing or receives some special recognition. May I plead with us not to be hurt—and certainly not to feel envious—when good fortune comes to another person? We are not diminished when someone else is added upon. We are not in a race against each other to see who is the wealthiest or the most talented or the most beautiful or even the most blessed. The race we are really in is the race against sin, and surely envy is one of the most universal of those.” I know that it is not our place to judge or become envious of another because of what they have been given. Elder Holland gives three lessons that we can learn from this parable:

Lesson 1: “So lesson number one from the Lord’s vineyard: coveting, pouting, or tearing others down does not elevate your standing, nor does demeaning someone else improve your self-image. So be kind, and be grateful that God is kind. It is a happy way to live.”

Lesson 2” Don’t dwell on old issues or grievances—not toward yourself nor your neighbor nor even, I might add, toward this true and living Church. The majesty of your life, of your neighbor’s life, and of the gospel of Jesus Christ will be made manifest at the last day, even if such majesty is not always recognized by everyone in the early going. So don’t hyperventilate about something that happened at 9:00 in the morning when the grace of God is trying to reward you at 6:00 in the evening—whatever your labor arrangements have been through the day.”

Lesson 3 “This parable—like all parables—is not really about laborers or wages any more than the others are about sheep and goats. This is a story about God’s goodness, His patience and forgiveness, and the Atonement of the Lord Jesus Christ. It is a story about generosity and compassion. It is a story about grace. It underscores the thought I heard many years ago that surely the thing God enjoys most about being God is the thrill of being merciful, especially to those who don’t expect it and often feel they don’t deserve it.”

What does it mean to be a disciple of Christ?  I had to go and look up the definition of disciple just to make sure that I was completely clear on what being a disciple is. The first definition that popped us was "a personal follower of Jesus Christ."  How amazing it is that there is a word that is dedicated to express following the Savior. During Christ's ministry on the Earth, there was a price to pay to be a follower of him.  Each one of his disciples suffered a terrible death while continuing Christ's ministry after his death. Although we have the blessing today of being able to worship how we chose, oftentimes we can be ridiculed and shamed for being disciples of Christ.  The price that we pay however, does not overshadow the great blessing that it is to be following in Christ's footsteps, and to be doing all that we can to be more like him. 

According to the list of scriptures that I read (Luke 10:38-42, 11:1-13: 12:13-14: 13:23-24; 14:16-33; 11:5-13) this is my list of what is required to be a disciple of Christ:

One must be able to discern and take part in activites that are MOST important in life. Some things are better than good and these are the things that should get highest attention.  This also plays into the thought that consistent growth and betterment should always be in mind.

Persistent and heartfelt prayers should be administered. Prayer is most effective when you have "a consciousness of real need for prayer and a real trust in God."-James E. Talmage

A follower must beware of being covetous. Preparing spiritually for the future and not after temporal riches should be the goal.  The riches that we should be seeking after are the ones that we can posse eternally.

A disciple must be willing to sacrifice and must have deep humility.

Not being concerned with material things.

Avoids excuses that will hold us back from making changes.

A willingness to serve and build up the kingdom of God in any way possible.

We must meet the requirement of discipleship in order to enter into the strait gate to God's kingdom.  The comparison of the strait and narrow gate against the wide gate can be used to explain that the course one must take to the kingdom of God is a direct and planned path.  There are certain requirements that must be met in order to receive his kingdom.

Something that I would like to make more of a strength in my life is avoiding excuses. There are times when I know that I'm not doing something that I should be, and I use an excuse to rationalize my choice. For example, my scripture study isn't always on point.  I have high and low points where I'll do really great in my studies and other times where I won't think about it for weeks.  When I realize that it's been forever since I've last opened the scriptures, I will use excuses to make myself feel better. "I've been really busy", "I just don't have the time" "I'm up early taking kids to seminary and just can't fit it in."  These are a few of my go to excuses. To better commit myself to being a follower of Christ, I know that I need to cut out the excuses that hold me back from becoming more committed.  

(Luke 14:33; Omni 1:26; Mosiah 2:34 and Matthew 13:44-46) What does it ultimately required to be a disciple of Christ? To be a true disciple of Christ we must be doing everything that the Savior did while here on the Earth.  Just as Elder Holland's quote says, we must be easily recognized by the Savior when he comes again.  The only way that this will be possible is if we are doing his work.  We must be sacrificing our time, talents, resources and any other strength that we have in dedication to his ministry. I love the Savior and his great example of discipleship.  I know that as I tailor my life to become more like his, not only will I have greater joy in my life, I will also be worthy to enter the strait gate to the Lord's kingdom.

Student Choice 3 Matthew 18:3-4 Explain in writing the ways we are like little children, in this verse, how does the Lord say He will help us?

Read Mosiah 3:19 and list the ways in which we are to become as little children.

When I think of little children I think of their innocence, their willingness to be taught, and their humility.  Children are innocent.  They have yet to be exposed to many of the evils of the world and are very receptive to goodness.  I currently serve in primary, and I love to see the goodness that each child possesses. They are so easy to love, even the more challenging ones, because they are receptive to the spirit of goodness.  They look for ways to be kind to one another and most by nature are pleasers.  Children are also very teachable.  Once a month I prepare a sharing time lesson and it is so fun to see the children soak up the information.  Last week our lesson was on repentance and when the lesson was over one of our three year old sunbeams went to his mom and said “mommy, I need to tell you something. I watched Star Wars with daddy and I don’t think I was supposed to.  I need to tell you that I’m sorry and ask what I can do to make it better.”  Isn’t that the cutest!!  Kids are like sponges that absorb information.  They submit themselves to being taught which makes them very teachable. 

Lastly, children are humble. One of the definitions of humility on lds.org states “Humility includes recognizing our dependence upon God and desiring to submit to his will.” Children recognize their dependence upon parents, family, teachers and friends.  They are also willing to (in most cases) do what they are asked to do.  This applies to following the Savior.  It takes very little coercing to get them to live the commandments and to try to be like Jesus. Sister Jean A. Stevens of the Primary General Presidency gave a talk entitled “Become as a little child.”  In it she shared a story about a ward in Hong Kong that had been struggling financially. They were having difficulty providing for their own needs.  A General Authority visited the ward and felt impressed to advise the bishop to tell his ward members to pay their tithing. The bishop had his concerns because of the economic hardships that the members were experiencing however he decided “he would approach some of the most faith-filled members of his ward and ask them to pay their tithing. The next Sunday he went to the Primary. He taught the children about the Lord’s law of tithing and asked if they would be willing to pay tithing on the money they earned. The children said they would. And they did” (Stevens, 2011). Six months later the bishop went to the adults in the ward and explained to them that their faithful children had been paying their tithing. “He asked them if they would be willing to follow the example of these children and do the same. The people were so touched by the sacrifices the children were willing to make that they did what was necessary to pay their tithing. And the windows of heaven were opened. With the example of these faithful children, a ward grew in obedience and in testimony” (Stevens, 2011). I thought this was such an amazing example of children being humble and obedient.

So what would things be like if we were “as little children”? We can become more humble and submit ourselves to the Lord more readily and with greater ease.  We can also become more teachable and allow ourselves to learn from others while putting away our personal pride.  We can also become more innocent with goodness and stay far away from the evils of the world that will pull us away from righteous living.  The Savior promised that if we will become as little children we will be worthy to enter into his kingdom. In Mosiah 3:19 we are instructed on how we should become like little children.  It reads that we are to be “submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father.” Some of these qualities may be difficult for us to possess but in Doctrine and Covenants 78: 18 the Lord promises that for each person he will “lead you along.” He also promises that “the kingdom is yours, and the blessings thereof are yours, and the riches of eternity are yours.”